Exams, shit and diets.

Sup beatifuls?
I really should be revising for my Biology exam, but meh.
I'm feeling the pressure, but it's not in the slightest bit motivational. I know I'm not going to do well, so what's the point?

Anyway, tomorrow will be the one month anniversary of my Mother and Step-father's wedding day, and the day after will be the month anniversary of my Step-Father's death.
No, I'm not coping. No, I'm not okay. No, neither is my mum, nor is my sister. Don't ask, of course we're not.
I'm fed up of those questions. Please don't stop me in the shop to tell me you're sorry. Don't tell me you know what I'm going through. I just don't want to hear it.
I'm not ungrateful, I just don't want to talk about it.

I had my Maths exam on the 18th of May. I think it went okay, I hope so, seeing as I need a B to get into Uni.
I decided on Essex University, by the way. It's lovely. :)

Also, today is day one of my diet. I'm doing the Special K two week challenge as a quick fix for prom.
Obviously I plan on getting fit and healthy properly after, but I just need a quick remedy for the moment.
Two bowls of cereal, a healthy main meal and lots of fruit.
Kinda boring, but hey ho.

Ah well, I'm off to try revise biology.
Ttfn
Ruthiekins_xx

I'm awful at this.

Hey, all.

So, I'm sitting here at twenty to eleven having just realised I've totally abandoned this.

I'm a shitty blogger, woo. XD

We had our Spring Formal recently. It was good. I love getting to dress up nice with my friends. :3

Me and Gee xx

Marco and Myself. :)

Leanne, Myself and Kirsty

Katie, Leanne and Myself

Don't we all look lovely? :)

Anyway, May's drawing nearer, and May=Exams. Something I'm not looking forward to in the slightest. However, after exams means summer and the Uni, and as amazing and rewarding it will be, I for one am shitting it. I'm so scared of the thought of being totally out there on my own, and in the big bad world.

On the other hand? PARTAYYYY!

I mean, I am looking forward to it: Studying a subject that I love (Genetics, in case you wondered), meeting new friends and the like.

I'm thinking Aberdeen or Edinburgh right now. Can't pick. :O

Of course, it also means that I'll be leaving friends I have right now. And they are wonderful. See?

I'm not gonna name everyone... XD

I guess I'll just have to see how it goes.. XD

Ruthiekins_xx

Countdown to Christmas. Nine.

Helping with first years, and they were doing an experiment we did in first year that I could never do.

BUT I DID IT! HECK YEAH!

Red dye in water. Steady hands ahoy! XD

Be proud. :)

Ruthiekins_xx

Countdown to Christmas. Ten.

Secret's out. :O

Countdown to Christmas. Eleven

Hey, peeps. :)

So, Bryan has a moustache.

Luigi? Maybe.

And he let me borrow it.

Beautiful, no? xD

Ruthiekins_xx

Countdown to Christmas. Twelve.

*YESTERDAY'S POST, FORGOT TO PUT IT UP XD*

So, tomorrow is Marie's birthday. Eleven years old. :O

Bought her some perfume. I picked up the tester bottle, smelt it and thought it smelt good, so I picked up the box and bought it. It was only after that I noticed this on the box:

Oh mai. :O

Not really suitable for an eleven year old. XD

Whoops. XD

Ruthiekins_xx

Countdown to Christmas. Thirteen.

Okay, so not a picture, a video today.

Enjoy. (:

Ruthiekins_xx